I'm pleased to announce I'm going to be trying new things! And will do my best to blog about them!
I will be transitioning from my model role to the opposite side of the camera to try my hand at photography (you'll see a small fragment of my modeling in the header, follow
my website to see more). I fill my day with tutorials on finding and using light, retouching techniques, and extravagant photoshop tutorials; and I could not be more excited.
As a model with certain goals for looks in terms of their final look, I was getting frustrated with having limited options to get what I wanted- I'm hoping now I can fulfill my quest to get final looks I want through some self portraiture, as well as extend another photography style to the area.
Not to mention, being a model is stressful- I remember thinking things like "No I have to be skinny for this photoshoot later, I can't eat those things", "I have a photoshoot tomorrow, I can't have puffy eyes from crying- STOP CRYING", etc. And at the time I knew it was weird [that I would have to schedule a time within my week to allow myself to cry], but didn't think much more outside of that. Looking back, it was so unhealthy: the trying to stifle emotions, the not eating, the perpetual stress of networking and keeping up social media appearances. With this new work, I know I can do this on my own, no need to network really- I can just recruit friends since i'm able to style, pose, do hair/makeup- and send them on their way with something that they could really love.
I'm so excited. I. cannot. wait.
I should have a camera in my hands by June to start my preliminary 'learn all the buttons on the camera' lessons.
Until then, here are some youtube channels that I've been binging:
Jessica Kobiessi
Mango Street
PiXimperfect
RL